Serenity

Being serene for me is that feeling / emotion when i feel confident, capable and slightly excited ... that moment before it all comes together ... that feeling of (watch here it comes now)

and originally i spent so much time trying to figure out what causes that feeling every now and then and how do i replicate it ... what is the events that lead up it.

and then suddenly something happened ... and it is like i got it wrong ... it actually is the other way round ... choose the emotion and be the cause ... somehow since last week when switching from Freedom/excitement to Serenity ... it is this ... it is actually a state that seems to work ... remembering a previous serenity did in fact make everything around me serene as well ...

not figure out how to cause an emotion, but choose one and feel it

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